Tuesday, 22 November 2011

So hard

I feel guilty - we should be happier after the positive news yesterday, but waking up this morning was still the same shocking experience - oh my god its real - its cancer and its anorexia.

Ella really struggling after the round of chemo that ended last Friday -  nasty side effects such as tinnitus, foul taste in her mouth, exhaustion and just generally feeling RUBBISH.  There is nothing that one can say or do that seems to make it any better.  Hugs seems to help a bit...........

Sorry :(

3 comments:

  1. It's a perfectly normal reaction I think - so hard to celebrate this good news when it's such an awful and unfair situation to be in in the first place xxx

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  2. Thanks for the reassurance

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