Thursday, 24 May 2012

Sorry - just another heavy day...

..we laughed this morning with Kate and Caroline - but then quickly slipped back into "oh s**t" this is just GRIM.  I can't explain why it's so much worse this week, but it just is in every way.

Usual cock up with Mepact (Some one put it in the fridge etc etc etc).  Ongoing whinge that TVs aren't working, the ward is sweltering, it takes ages to get the bags of fluid changed and actually I JUST FEEL SHIT!   (Dad - sorry, I know you bought me up to not use words like this).

Must remain focused on the end game and believe the Doctors when they say "the worse you feel, the more the chemo and drugs are working"  REALLY !!




6 comments:

  1. So sorry to hear you girls are having a tougher than usual week this week. We are thinking about you. Love you heaps GAJ & E xxxx

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  2. Sorry this week feels so much worse - hang in there girlio's, it will just be a blip. I'm sure the weather isn't helping, it must feel even more frustrating & claustrophobic having to be inside. That's probably an understatement. We are thinking of you xxxx

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  3. Anne and Peter25 May 2012 at 07:56

    I think you all cope so wonderfully it is your given right to have have a moan - I am so full of admiration for you all. Hang in there and we are all willing you on. Love Anne

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  4. Think my language would be a lot worse Jo. In fact a good swear prob. helps. It sounds gruelling and grim and sorry it was tough yesterday..hope today will be better. Maybe this is like hitting the wall in a marathon...push on through and wait for the elation at the end...it will come.
    Lots of love to all your fab team.

    Anna and Mike

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  5. I've only just caught up with your most recent blog posts and sounds like one hell of a week you poor girls have had. Sending lots of love and hugs xxx

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  6. I seem to remember Dad swearing a few times when he didn't mean to (reversing the camping trailer back up a hill for instance!), we all do it when stressed and you have more excuses than most!

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